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Lets start with something that i think is very sweet. ;)





I found this when i was browsing around the net. That cow looks so adorable.

Results will be out tomorrow at 9am according to Australia time which means Malaysia will be at 6am. This is so crazy. I'm still thinking whether should i set my alarm clock at 6am or wake up naturally? I fear to know the results. :( Ohh my help me.

OR i might not be able to sleep the whole night. So i don't even have to set the goddamn alarm clock. :D

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Insomnia for yesterday was really enough. I kept on waking up throughout the night, trying to comfort myself to sleep but failed. :/ The worst thing of all is when i got tired of thinking and start to sleep my bloody neighbour had to bang the door so fucking hard. I woke up with a shock by that loud unwanted noise. And my mind went wandering AGAIN. wtf.

Today was special because i made myself so busy. Ou during the day, jog during the evening, pool and yumcha during the night. Therefore, i smile the whole day. I was fucking happy. I'm showing you a BIG SMILE now. :DDDDDDDDDDD













But deep inside my heart I'm crying. I don't want the people around me to know or rather realize that I'm sad. Because i scare when they comfort me i will cry even more. I said i will learn to be strong, learn to be independent, learn not to rely so much on others. Because I'm a big girl and not a cry baby. :)

I'm sorry. But you just never know how do i actually felt that moment. I worry of so many things that you will never fucking know!

Work begins back tomorrow and I'm on morning shift. My results are coming out one of these days. I swear I'm fucking scare when it comes to the results. :( I should get some sleep now. My temperature is raising, fever kills, my throat hurts much. I sound like a frog now.


Goodbye !

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Lately i haven't been updating. Why?

Thank to the WORK!

My legs hurt. Yes, I have been standing the whole day. Despite to the fact that the store room is so freaking far from my department. Whenever a customer said "Can i have a new one please". And that is the time i have to run in to get new stock. Customer right? _|_

Today will be a week since the day i started work. Legs doesn't hurt that much anymore as i start to get use to it. If working could help me cut down some fats. Then i shall be glad. :)





Just a moment ago when i reach back home. I heard people calling for help. At first i thought it was just those lame people playing. No, i was wrong. When they walked to my house lane i saw it was kinda some robbery or bully case. Minutes later i saw a police car checking around. I swear i was shaking like mad even though I'm just right in front of my own house. :/

I really chicken out when it comes to all these kind of things. Ohh my when can i be more braver? :/

Tomorrow I'm on noon shift. Once again work kills but i love it because my boyfriend is with me. :) Bi, I know you are suffering from work. :( Jia You! loves.





Hohoho

Santa,

Can you heard me?

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Fairytale stories always begin with once upon a time and ends with happy ever after.


Can reality be like fairytale too?

So, you will be the prince and I'll be the princess. ♥




Last minute plan to pyramid with bi and tianloong today. At night movie at ou with bi. ;)

Watched Rapunzel; A tangled tale, the movie that i was wanting to watch all these while. :D

And yeah it is once of the best fairytale story in my list right now. Because i watch it with my lovely boyfriend. <3

Currently feeling so sick. My throat hurts like mad, my nose is stuck and my stomach hurts. :( Bi too, so we are both sick. Praying to get well tomorrow. I don't want to suffer in work on Wednesday. Ohh my. :/

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Empty promises lead to great disappointment. That's why i don't want you to promise me but promise yourself. Because it always happens over and over again.

My mind needs a rest, it pretends not to see anything. But eventually my emotions can't control itself. I'm sorry for treating you cold. I really don't want to but it is just so irresistible.

I really felt so sorry for treating you that way. That's why i choose to leave early. I scare if i stay longer the same thing will happen again.

Nevertheless, i know it is not easy to stop just like that. I'm trying my best to accept what i never liked before.

Now, i miss you so much. I miss your warm hug from you. The words you said to me made me feel secure. It let me know that i really do stand a part of a place in your heart.

3 months is coming real soon. I feel like these 3 months seem like we have been together for very long. I guess is because i see you 12/7 excluding sleeping hours. ;)

In these 3 months we have been through a lot of things. Not to forget the accumulation of our memories are increasing.

In another 2 days we are going to start work together too. In the same shopping complex, in the same store. How awesome is that.



When I'm sad, he will always think of a way to cheer me up.
When i cry, he will always be prepared to wipe my tears.
When I'm bored, he will never leave me alone.
When i need him, he always will be there for me.
When i wake up in the middle of a sleep, he will hug me to bed.
When I'm sick, he made me eat awful medicine.
When i throw temper, he will never scold me.

Therefore, I'm proud to say he is my boyfriend, and i fucking love him so much! ;D

And that is when you made me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. <3

Bi, ChoiYoong loves you! ♥

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I was typing my blog post halfway but i backspace-ed everything.

So no mood to continue my post. :(

Blogging needs a suitable mood too.





Down, down, down.

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I'm waiting for the sky to drop at Taylor's library. :/

How i wish time could pass faster now so i don't have to stone anymore. Last day of moral education, suck much. I'm going to start work in Padini on Wednesday. Yay at least it keeps me real busy. :D

What's next? CHRISTMAS! Hell no my result is going to be a christmas present from Taylors. FML gg.com. xoxo

Encountering emotion unstable lately. Moreover, pms-ing really kills me. The hardest thing on earth is to get used to something you never ever liked before. Ohh well pretending to not know is the best solution then. :)


SANTA,

I want you for Christmas.

So i can have your whole bag full of presents.

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I'm feeling so sleep deprived. :(

I thought everything would turn out as what i thought.

But no i was wrong.

It was only just a dream.

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Hello world,

I'm bored!

teehee waiting for that sleepy pig to wake up. I miss him so much. :(

♥♥

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Life after finals is just so awesome. ♥

So yesterday went to ou with the boyfriend in the afternoon. Watched life as we know it, the show that i was ever wanting to watch long time ago. :) The show was damn funny i tell you.

At night met up with Richard, Pei Wen and Wai Kit, went to some temple and then back to ss2 to yumcha along with Tian Loong. And then all of a sudden, last minute plan to look out point. ;D

It was really last minute as we started our journey only at 12am. o.O Last minute plans are the best excitement. ;)

Awesomeeeee! ;) Reach home at almost 3. I swear i was freaking tired, lay dead on my bed.

Woohoo and I'm starting work on 1st December with bi. <3

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I'm back. ;)

Abandon my blog for some time due to finals i was encountering lately. But it ends tonight. Yeshh.

I just got back from Corroborree prom night. It wasn't as fun as expected but at least is one good memory to remember. :D

These are the pictures that i have. I'm still waiting for others to upload more. :)













I'm so lazy to type. So just let pictures do the talking. xoxo

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Sometimes it really does hurt,
But i don't know how to express my feelings out to you.

I love the way we are now.
My love for you increase as day passes.

Despite to the fact that i want to maintain our love to be stronger,
I keep things to myself.

I tell myself I'm okay,
But deep inside I'm not.

I know we will go through everything,
Because i fucking love you. <3

Soon to be 2 months. ;)

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I'm so hungry.

Not just hungry but VERY HUNGRY. :(

I'm going to explode any minute from now.







wtf save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! FML.

This post contains full of rubbish because I'm letting out some anger through words.

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Yesterday was something extraordinary. ;) Headed to some temple in sungai way with bi, Richard, PeiWen and WaiKit. It was a celebration for the 9 gods' birthday so they had those typical chinese performance.

There was a part where the god goes into the body of a person. I have seen a number of times before this but this is the scariest of all. We were all surrounding it and suddenly it ran to our direction. I swear i was shaking and i pull those people near me. So bi and Richard were the victims. :P

After that headed to subang as Richard was looking for a friend. Yumcha in ss2 after that and as usual laugh laugh laugh. :D





Performances.







Lastly, You and me. <3

AND AND bi's sister is so cuteeeeeeeeee. ;)

I had fun fun fun, different places and different memories. :) Somehow, i felt extra happy today, like really. The words you said to me will remain a place in my heart. I love you! <3

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I'm once again stonning at home. :/ Yes, i skipped college like again. Time flies, next week will be my last week of college. And i should attend to spend some time with my college mates.

Yesterday as usual i stoned in the morning. Bi and PeiWen came and look for me at my place, watched Ah long ptd. Last minute plan, sushi king again since it was the last day of the promotion. Sometimes i feel last minutes plan can be really exciting. You didn't expect anything but it turns out to be something fun rather than disappointment.

So, of course PeiWen's boy came and join us after that. ;)


In total. :)

Ours. :)



My love. <3

And this picture reminds me of




















Yes! This. ;P



Hungry ghost. <3


Plan was suppose to play badminton after that. But it was like freaking expensive so our plan failed. So we went yumcha instead and then went to some temple to pray for some god's birthday. :)

AND I'm so addicted to gee gee gee gee baby baby baby! :D

Loves loves. <3

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First thing in the morning, i smile when i see our pictures. I laugh when i watch his video. ;)

So yesterday curve with bi, Jerynn and Amelia for sushi king. :D At night badminton plan failed but at least i get to spend some quality one on one time with bi. <3






He is mineeeeeeeee, so hands off. :P



Economics chapter 7 now. tata.