My mind needs a rest, it pretends not to see anything. But eventually my emotions can't control itself. I'm sorry for treating you cold. I really don't want to but it is just so irresistible.
I really felt so sorry for treating you that way. That's why i choose to leave early. I scare if i stay longer the same thing will happen again.
Nevertheless, i know it is not easy to stop just like that. I'm trying my best to accept what i never liked before.
Now, i miss you so much. I miss your warm hug from you. The words you said to me made me feel secure. It let me know that i really do stand a part of a place in your heart.
3 months is coming real soon. I feel like these 3 months seem like we have been together for very long. I guess is because i see you 12/7 excluding sleeping hours. ;)
In these 3 months we have been through a lot of things. Not to forget the accumulation of our memories are increasing.
In another 2 days we are going to start work together too. In the same shopping complex, in the same store. How awesome is that.
When I'm sad, he will always think of a way to cheer me up.
When i cry, he will always be prepared to wipe my tears.
When I'm bored, he will never leave me alone.
When i need him, he always will be there for me.
When i wake up in the middle of a sleep, he will hug me to bed.
When I'm sick, he made me eat awful medicine.
When i throw temper, he will never scold me.
Therefore, I'm proud to say he is my boyfriend, and i fucking love him so much! ;D
And that is when you made me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. <3
Bi, ChoiYoong loves you! ♥
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