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Lets start with something that i think is very sweet. ;)





I found this when i was browsing around the net. That cow looks so adorable.

Results will be out tomorrow at 9am according to Australia time which means Malaysia will be at 6am. This is so crazy. I'm still thinking whether should i set my alarm clock at 6am or wake up naturally? I fear to know the results. :( Ohh my help me.

OR i might not be able to sleep the whole night. So i don't even have to set the goddamn alarm clock. :D

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Insomnia for yesterday was really enough. I kept on waking up throughout the night, trying to comfort myself to sleep but failed. :/ The worst thing of all is when i got tired of thinking and start to sleep my bloody neighbour had to bang the door so fucking hard. I woke up with a shock by that loud unwanted noise. And my mind went wandering AGAIN. wtf.

Today was special because i made myself so busy. Ou during the day, jog during the evening, pool and yumcha during the night. Therefore, i smile the whole day. I was fucking happy. I'm showing you a BIG SMILE now. :DDDDDDDDDDD













But deep inside my heart I'm crying. I don't want the people around me to know or rather realize that I'm sad. Because i scare when they comfort me i will cry even more. I said i will learn to be strong, learn to be independent, learn not to rely so much on others. Because I'm a big girl and not a cry baby. :)

I'm sorry. But you just never know how do i actually felt that moment. I worry of so many things that you will never fucking know!

Work begins back tomorrow and I'm on morning shift. My results are coming out one of these days. I swear I'm fucking scare when it comes to the results. :( I should get some sleep now. My temperature is raising, fever kills, my throat hurts much. I sound like a frog now.


Goodbye !

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Lately i haven't been updating. Why?

Thank to the WORK!

My legs hurt. Yes, I have been standing the whole day. Despite to the fact that the store room is so freaking far from my department. Whenever a customer said "Can i have a new one please". And that is the time i have to run in to get new stock. Customer right? _|_

Today will be a week since the day i started work. Legs doesn't hurt that much anymore as i start to get use to it. If working could help me cut down some fats. Then i shall be glad. :)





Just a moment ago when i reach back home. I heard people calling for help. At first i thought it was just those lame people playing. No, i was wrong. When they walked to my house lane i saw it was kinda some robbery or bully case. Minutes later i saw a police car checking around. I swear i was shaking like mad even though I'm just right in front of my own house. :/

I really chicken out when it comes to all these kind of things. Ohh my when can i be more braver? :/

Tomorrow I'm on noon shift. Once again work kills but i love it because my boyfriend is with me. :) Bi, I know you are suffering from work. :( Jia You! loves.





Hohoho

Santa,

Can you heard me?

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Fairytale stories always begin with once upon a time and ends with happy ever after.


Can reality be like fairytale too?

So, you will be the prince and I'll be the princess. ♥




Last minute plan to pyramid with bi and tianloong today. At night movie at ou with bi. ;)

Watched Rapunzel; A tangled tale, the movie that i was wanting to watch all these while. :D

And yeah it is once of the best fairytale story in my list right now. Because i watch it with my lovely boyfriend. <3

Currently feeling so sick. My throat hurts like mad, my nose is stuck and my stomach hurts. :( Bi too, so we are both sick. Praying to get well tomorrow. I don't want to suffer in work on Wednesday. Ohh my. :/

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Empty promises lead to great disappointment. That's why i don't want you to promise me but promise yourself. Because it always happens over and over again.

My mind needs a rest, it pretends not to see anything. But eventually my emotions can't control itself. I'm sorry for treating you cold. I really don't want to but it is just so irresistible.

I really felt so sorry for treating you that way. That's why i choose to leave early. I scare if i stay longer the same thing will happen again.

Nevertheless, i know it is not easy to stop just like that. I'm trying my best to accept what i never liked before.

Now, i miss you so much. I miss your warm hug from you. The words you said to me made me feel secure. It let me know that i really do stand a part of a place in your heart.

3 months is coming real soon. I feel like these 3 months seem like we have been together for very long. I guess is because i see you 12/7 excluding sleeping hours. ;)

In these 3 months we have been through a lot of things. Not to forget the accumulation of our memories are increasing.

In another 2 days we are going to start work together too. In the same shopping complex, in the same store. How awesome is that.



When I'm sad, he will always think of a way to cheer me up.
When i cry, he will always be prepared to wipe my tears.
When I'm bored, he will never leave me alone.
When i need him, he always will be there for me.
When i wake up in the middle of a sleep, he will hug me to bed.
When I'm sick, he made me eat awful medicine.
When i throw temper, he will never scold me.

Therefore, I'm proud to say he is my boyfriend, and i fucking love him so much! ;D

And that is when you made me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. <3

Bi, ChoiYoong loves you! ♥

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I was typing my blog post halfway but i backspace-ed everything.

So no mood to continue my post. :(

Blogging needs a suitable mood too.





Down, down, down.

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I'm waiting for the sky to drop at Taylor's library. :/

How i wish time could pass faster now so i don't have to stone anymore. Last day of moral education, suck much. I'm going to start work in Padini on Wednesday. Yay at least it keeps me real busy. :D

What's next? CHRISTMAS! Hell no my result is going to be a christmas present from Taylors. FML gg.com. xoxo

Encountering emotion unstable lately. Moreover, pms-ing really kills me. The hardest thing on earth is to get used to something you never ever liked before. Ohh well pretending to not know is the best solution then. :)


SANTA,

I want you for Christmas.

So i can have your whole bag full of presents.