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Lets start with something that i think is very sweet. ;)





I found this when i was browsing around the net. That cow looks so adorable.

Results will be out tomorrow at 9am according to Australia time which means Malaysia will be at 6am. This is so crazy. I'm still thinking whether should i set my alarm clock at 6am or wake up naturally? I fear to know the results. :( Ohh my help me.

OR i might not be able to sleep the whole night. So i don't even have to set the goddamn alarm clock. :D

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Insomnia for yesterday was really enough. I kept on waking up throughout the night, trying to comfort myself to sleep but failed. :/ The worst thing of all is when i got tired of thinking and start to sleep my bloody neighbour had to bang the door so fucking hard. I woke up with a shock by that loud unwanted noise. And my mind went wandering AGAIN. wtf.

Today was special because i made myself so busy. Ou during the day, jog during the evening, pool and yumcha during the night. Therefore, i smile the whole day. I was fucking happy. I'm showing you a BIG SMILE now. :DDDDDDDDDDD













But deep inside my heart I'm crying. I don't want the people around me to know or rather realize that I'm sad. Because i scare when they comfort me i will cry even more. I said i will learn to be strong, learn to be independent, learn not to rely so much on others. Because I'm a big girl and not a cry baby. :)

I'm sorry. But you just never know how do i actually felt that moment. I worry of so many things that you will never fucking know!

Work begins back tomorrow and I'm on morning shift. My results are coming out one of these days. I swear I'm fucking scare when it comes to the results. :( I should get some sleep now. My temperature is raising, fever kills, my throat hurts much. I sound like a frog now.


Goodbye !

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Lately i haven't been updating. Why?

Thank to the WORK!

My legs hurt. Yes, I have been standing the whole day. Despite to the fact that the store room is so freaking far from my department. Whenever a customer said "Can i have a new one please". And that is the time i have to run in to get new stock. Customer right? _|_

Today will be a week since the day i started work. Legs doesn't hurt that much anymore as i start to get use to it. If working could help me cut down some fats. Then i shall be glad. :)





Just a moment ago when i reach back home. I heard people calling for help. At first i thought it was just those lame people playing. No, i was wrong. When they walked to my house lane i saw it was kinda some robbery or bully case. Minutes later i saw a police car checking around. I swear i was shaking like mad even though I'm just right in front of my own house. :/

I really chicken out when it comes to all these kind of things. Ohh my when can i be more braver? :/

Tomorrow I'm on noon shift. Once again work kills but i love it because my boyfriend is with me. :) Bi, I know you are suffering from work. :( Jia You! loves.





Hohoho

Santa,

Can you heard me?